On The Record

On The Record

Today is April 30th, 2023 and I’m 50 years old. It’s 8:08 am and I’ve been awake since 5:30 this morning. My name is Mike Brunsman; almost forgot that part, probably because I’m 50.

I’m pre-positioning this opening, in this manner, due to the fact that some people —mainly my Dad —will want to note this particular day into history.

See, it’s not easy to admit that you don’t know things. I would admit that fact in the past as an excuse for the “dumb” things I did. I will even admit that today if I forget something due to the fact I’m 50 and my memory doesn’t know the things “it” should (bad memory).

But to truly admit that you don’t know something—because it’s simply true isn’t easy.

I’ve been reflecting on the fact that when I was younger (14 – 32 ‘ish) I thought I knew everything and was willing to die defending my deep understanding and knowledge of all things. Today it seems the older I get the more I realize all the things I truly don’t know.

I admit that I’ve learned more about myself—and all things—in the past 5 or so years, than the previous 45 or so combined. I also admit there’s a certain level of peace and satisfaction knowing that there’s still a lot to learn.

I feel I haven’t missed out on life, but it’s just beginning.

My Dad and I always like to banter about who’s smarter, who knows more, and whose right or wrong. It’s something we’ve done since I was 2 years old. I’ve grown to appreciate the bond bantering can bring into a relationship, especially when you’re always right.

Anyway, I digress. I’m truly grateful for all the things I’m figuring out today and the love and support I have from all of my family members in doing so. I wanted to share that fact.

When you realize you have a lot left to learn, you learn to appreciate all the things that you truly do know and understand.

Bad Boy Mike

04/30/2023